I have been struggling with this one for weeks, and am truly sorry I have not replied until now.
Having never lost a loved one I just didn’t know what to respond with—until recently. This “For a Restless Heart II” is for you anon.
I don’t know if it will help you, but it is the playlist I have compiled through a recent loss of my own, and I hope that it brings you at least a small amount of peace.
My thoughts and prayers are with you, whoever you may be.
Oceans (When Feet May Fail) // Hillsong United
Please, for the love of all things beautiful, listen to all nine minutes of this.
the day life within me passed away
and my heart broke into a thousand little pieces.
flesh never felt so empty
so weary, or so at peace
and the Creator who breathes life into every living thing,
if a sparrow cannot fall without his notice, then you my darling must be held safe in the palm of his mighty hand
dancing in his light.
(Source: , via janastormanns)