January 2010
29 posts
Among other things, you’ll find that you’re not the first person who was ever...
– Mr. Antonlini, The Catcher in the Rye (via emmawrites)
What is hate?
perhaps hate is the absense of love.
perhaps love is such a strong emotion that its absence creates a great void- a void by which a passion of the same and oposing strength is created.
and if this passion turns to hatred as strong as love, then perhaps we should all live in fear. because there may very well be no stopping such a force
unless one has the courage to love, to fill that void,
to...
Love God. Love people.
I may not know what I want to be, but this is what I want to do.
No time for sleep. My skin hurts.
total breakdown. and its about time too. a simple email touched it off and i wont be sleeping for quite some time now. too much to do, to rethink, rework, and recreate.
frustration.
i can’t do this. i don’t have the time, will, or soul for it anymore.
i don’t have what they want anyway. why am i doing this?
part of me wants to give up photography, give up my 365, give up...
"This is pouring rain. This is paralyzed."
There is so much to do and very little motivation
Push and pull me, mold me and nag me until I move
perhaps then I’ll get something done
like roll out of bed
This will fail.
I’ll never be able to keep up with this.
This blog will be a failure.
But I just want to write sometimes.
I need a place for my mind to overflow.
So this is it.